愛情根本冇對與錯. 永遠都唔係付出幾多等於收穫幾多. 或者我太天真. 根本唔值得佢去愛. 可能由始至終係我一廂情願. 自作多情. 個心有啲痛. 好似畀人插咗把刀入去咁.
No Love
我身邊好多嘅朋友已經搵到佢哋嘅另一半. 我衷心感祝福佢哋每一對. 每年都渴望搵到佢但每年都係空空如也. 開始懷疑自己係咪真係咁差. 定話我唔配有另一半? 我依然係一個荒島. 🏝️ 不得人歡心亦沒有人發現.
Quote of the Day: 家家有本難念的經, 問誰喜歡孤零零
Alive but Dead Inside
Life is just full of work, drama, more work, more drama. Starting to feel what's there in life for me these days.
1. Work life is hectic and crazy.
2. Social life doesn't really existed. Majority of my friends are drifting apart or away due to their own family commitments.
3. Family is driving me nuts from time to time. Not sure if I can handle it any longer for them.
4. Love life does not exist at all. Maybe if it do, life will be much more happier and joyful.
I am not sure what fun is anymore. The constantly work between day job and side hustle is really burning me inside and out. I can feel the loneliness inside me but can't really do much about it besides just smiling.
Quote of the Day: All these people around me, yet I feel lost — the worst kind of loneliness is the one where you cry on the other side of your smile.
Very Lost and Lonely
Life have been pretty crazy with work and everything else. At the mist of everything, the loneliness lies within. While everyone else I know spent their holidays with their love ones, I am in a dark, cold house by myself. It's scary to hope that I can find someone for Christmas cause that was my goal in 2023 and I failed horribly. My desire of physical touches from mutual attraction are stronger than ever. I really want to find the one and do simple things like hugs and cuddles on these cold lonely night. I am not sure if there's any hope out there for me.... 🤷🏻♂️ I just keep smiling to hide my loneliness and sadness within.👀
Quote of the day: It's not always the tears that shows the sadness. Sometimes it's the smile.
Very Lost
I don't even know where to begin with. Guess a quick recap of everything since I have been mia from my blog for so long.
Work Life: This is the most stressful and unbearable job I ever have. It gives me lots of anxiety and stress. 😭 I can't wait to change job. I hope I can within this year.🙏🏼
Social Life: I barely have any due to current work and financial situation. It's sad but true.🤦🏻♂️
Love Life: I have none. I am starting to question if the one even existed...what is love? Is there such thing as true love? Am I being too naive?🤷🏻♂️
Quote of the day: Good, better, best. Never let it rest. 'Til your good is better and your better is best.
2021 Recap and Welcome 2022!
2021 have been a year of changes and challenges! COVID-19 have changed everything! I certainly thought things will be back to normal like precovid. I can no longer tell what's normal anymore.
Work Life: It's been too challenging at work that I felt I can't breathe. The work stress itself is slowly killing me. I seriously looking for other positions. I hope by the new year I can work at a new job. A job that have much more work life balance.
Social Life: There isn't much of a social life with the social distance and ongoing covid situation. I hope I can meet my friends more in 2022!
Love Life: I am working on this. I don't know if love exist anymore. My heart was shuttered last few times. I need to be more brave to hand someone my damaged heart. Maybe one day I will find that special someone if she does exist.
I hope 2022 will bring lots of joy, health and love to my friends and families! We need to keep our heads up no matter how things are!
Quote of the day: The struggle you’re in today is developing the strength you need tomorrow.
Keep Smiling?
I am really trying my best to keep smiling because I really want to bring positive energy to the people around me. I know I need to stay away from any negative thoughts. When I am busy with everything, my mind doesn't have the extra time to think. But I can feel the sadness deep inside me. There are a lot behind my smile. Enough to haunt others away. I really don't know where to begin. I don't want to be someone's baggage or drag them down at all. Maybe that's why I am still single. Is my heart really glued back yet for another stab? Will that special someone accept whom I really am? 🤔 Moreover, does that special someone even existed? 🤷🏻♂️
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)