back then, i use 2 ask myself "why xyz happened to me? wat did i do to deserve this?"...now days, i learned how to accept the fact and carry on with life. altho, from time 2 time, my brain seems 2 remind myself these things. i tried very hard 2 purposefully 4get them. don't ask me wat they are cuz some things are better off being left unsaid...maybe that's y i rarely smile these days...of course, i always try my best 2 help others, whom needs and deverses my help. u ask me y? the reason behind that is i truely understand the feeling of no hope, esp when u needed help, no one is giving u the helping hand...i been through that kinda situation myself.
i know some ppl would balance themselve on wat they did and wat they are getting from it. i am not those kinda person. i am a straight to the pt person. i don't like to play mind games and take advantages over others. u probably think "how the heck u gonna survive in this cruel world?"...let's say thats who i am. i don't need and care how others look at me. as long as i know wat i am doing is right, i will continue to do.
Quote of the day: When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?"