Rainy weekend...

It's been raining in the past day and will continue on until Monday. I really enjoy rain. I think most people will be opposite as myself. Rain is one of my favorite weather. I like to walk in the rain without an umbrella. The feelings of rain drops into my head is so refreshing. It let me think of my past and present. However, the more I think about it, the less happy I'm. Maybe my past is just like the rain, it comes and goes from time to time. I can't imagine my future at this moment because there's too much unknown elements. I mean who knows, maybe tomorrow I no longer exist in this cruel, cold, and lonely world. No one can 100% predict the future at any given moment. I wish all my visitors (if there is any) to have a joyful weekend.

Quote of the day: Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass...it's about learning how to dance in the rain!

Fairness

I would define the word fairness as how I'm being treated and treating others the same regardless of any matter. "Life is never fair"...that's a fact! It's also the same fact, which I acknowledged it ever since I was little within my family. For that reason, I always tried my best to treat others equally and fairly. I understand how others felt when they were treated unfairly. Ever being treated unfairly and/or treated other unfairly? How would you define fairness?

Quote of the day: What Goes Around Comes Around.

What's wrong? [Be aware: This is a long entry of my rant!]

This question leads to a reply of another question; "What's right?". Lets break down my current life into four categories: Work, School, Social, Family


Work: I always get stereotype when I tell people where I work. In fact, it's totally the opposite of what you've heard. In some degree, it's worst than you can imagine...{o_0}

School: I'm happy that I got accepted to the school. After I read online that only 3-4% of accepted students survived to the end to graduate the program...It's a long long challenge way to go. I asked myself "Will I survive to the end?" {x_X}

Social: Nothing much I can say about it because I literally have no social life. That's the beauty of being a part time student with a full time job. I guess I can't complaint about it because this is the path I chose. {~_~}

Family: This is one of those things, which are better off being left unsaid...sigh

On top of my so-called life, health is another matter I have to deal with it. I mean my lifestyle is mostly healthy but life is never fair for me at all. I consider myself a good person in general. I always help others out when they're in need. Sometimes I ask myself "Why me?". I guess life isn't like a balance sheet. It doesn't get even at any given time...


Quote of the day: Smile, even if it's a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile.