2013 have been a so so year for myself. All sort of things happened. To be honest, it has been a roller coaster ride. That's life. Of course, it depends on how I look at these events. I will take a positive approach this time (maximize the happier events and minimize the unhappy ones). I wish everyone I know and my blog visitors (if there is any) to have a 2014 full of energy, good health and luck!
Last Quote of 2013: Tomorrow, is the first blank page of a 365 page book. Write a good one.
Karma & Life [Beware: This is a long entry!]
I am a true believer of karma. I believe in "what comes around, goes around". However, I have proven countless times that statement is false. I have done many good deeds because it feels great to lend my helping hands to others. I really hates the feeling of helplessly. I hope one day if I am not around, some of those people, whom I helped would at least remember whom I am. I am not sure if people would remember me or not. Only time can tell.
Life is a bitch. Excuse me for my French. Although, I earned my time. Eleven years ago, it was the darkest time in my life. I was optimistically thinking that "how worst can it be?". Last year, I was informed of somet new information, which really changed what I value in life. It gave a more definite anwser on the fact that money isn't everything. There are a lot of things that moeny can't buy. No doubt that money can make many of us a lot more satisfy (esp for TP). However, more satisfy ≠ more happy. Many of you may think, "you're right, which planet are you from?!". Honestly, you don't know what I have been through these years. I would have to say none of my friends know. I kept it lock inside of me. Maybe that's why I rarely smile. There are emotional parts of me that is hidden deep inside.
I knew it's going to be bad but I was surprised with it. I guess I was being too optimistic. I will try my best to conquer it. Worst case scenario, I'll be in great pain or even cease existence. By then, people probably forget who I was.
Quote of the day: The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.
Life is a bitch. Excuse me for my French. Although, I earned my time. Eleven years ago, it was the darkest time in my life. I was optimistically thinking that "how worst can it be?". Last year, I was informed of somet new information, which really changed what I value in life. It gave a more definite anwser on the fact that money isn't everything. There are a lot of things that moeny can't buy. No doubt that money can make many of us a lot more satisfy (esp for TP). However, more satisfy ≠ more happy. Many of you may think, "you're right, which planet are you from?!". Honestly, you don't know what I have been through these years. I would have to say none of my friends know. I kept it lock inside of me. Maybe that's why I rarely smile. There are emotional parts of me that is hidden deep inside.
I knew it's going to be bad but I was surprised with it. I guess I was being too optimistic. I will try my best to conquer it. Worst case scenario, I'll be in great pain or even cease existence. By then, people probably forget who I was.
Quote of the day: The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.
The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.
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Friendship
Friendship is one thing I cherish a lot. For those whom knew me, I will do whatever I can to help my friends. Of course, it's those ones, whom worth my help. I am very grateful to met new friends and keep in touch with old ones. For that reason, I wrapped more gifts this year to those friends, whom are special/close to me. I wish all of them all the best at wherever they are and whatever they are doing.
Quote of the day: If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.
Quote of the day: If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.
Near Death Experience
I was in an accident several days ago. It was definitely a near death experience for me. I would never forget that very moment when I black out for a few seconds. My mind was point blank. Is it a good thing or not? I guess if I did die at that moment, it may be a relief for me. It actually triggered my mind to think about my past.
Life isn't that bright for me in the past. Even in this very moment, life is bitter. Of course, I force myself to put a smile on my face and zoom in at the very little happiness that's in my life. It seems to me that the more I push myself to be happier, my mind just kept thinking about negative things. Luckily, I met a friend, whom reminds me of warm smiles. I am grateful to know this friend. I will be on a family trip very soon. Hopefully, it will de-stress my body physically and mentally.
Quote of the day: Death is only an experience through which you are meant to learn a great lesson: you cannot die.
Life isn't that bright for me in the past. Even in this very moment, life is bitter. Of course, I force myself to put a smile on my face and zoom in at the very little happiness that's in my life. It seems to me that the more I push myself to be happier, my mind just kept thinking about negative things. Luckily, I met a friend, whom reminds me of warm smiles. I am grateful to know this friend. I will be on a family trip very soon. Hopefully, it will de-stress my body physically and mentally.
Quote of the day: Death is only an experience through which you are meant to learn a great lesson: you cannot die.
Love & Happiness
I really have to thank my friend for inviting me to witness his special day in his life. Just when I thought life is full of bitterness, he has given me the proof of true love and happiness. I guess it does exist out there. It just takes a lot of time to find the one. I am not as fortunate as my friend. And on that note, I wish all of the couples out there, cherish their other half. It's a lot harder than you think to meet the right one at the right time in the right place.
Quote of the day: It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness.
Online Friends
Online friends are friends, whom yo umet online but haven't meet in person yet. It seems to me that I have more online friends than live friends these days. To be honest, I am close to a few of my online friends compares to those live friends I have. I think I really need to brush up on my socializing skills and go out more. I admit that I was never a good speaker. However, I am a very good listener and I never gossip others behind their back. It seems to me that the older I get, the less new friends I meet.
Don't get me wrong, I cherish all of my (online and live) friends. Of course, some I treasure more than others. I rarely talk and/or smile these days. Maybe I am just the kind of person, whom like to keep everything inside myself or I haven't find that significant person to share my inner self. Will I ever find her? That's a question only time can tell.
Quote of the day: A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.
Don't get me wrong, I cherish all of my (online and live) friends. Of course, some I treasure more than others. I rarely talk and/or smile these days. Maybe I am just the kind of person, whom like to keep everything inside myself or I haven't find that significant person to share my inner self. Will I ever find her? That's a question only time can tell.
Quote of the day: A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.
Single?
Several people from various occasions have asked me this question, "Are you single?". I kind of want to ask them "Why? You interested at me?". Of course, I didn't. I am not that rude with people I just met. I just told them "Yes, I am still looking for my cup of tea".
It seems to me that many of my friends has settled down and started their family. Am I suppose to settle down like them? That's a question I don't have an answer to it at this very moment. I am not sure if I ever will find that special someone but I do have some sort of hope. Maybe I am just being too optimistic about it. It's a bit complicated to begin with. I do hope my other half would understand me from a different perspective. If I do find my other half, I will definitely love her unconditionally. That's how I am. It's all or nothing.
Quote of the day: Girls are like parking spaces. All the good ones are taken.
It seems to me that many of my friends has settled down and started their family. Am I suppose to settle down like them? That's a question I don't have an answer to it at this very moment. I am not sure if I ever will find that special someone but I do have some sort of hope. Maybe I am just being too optimistic about it. It's a bit complicated to begin with. I do hope my other half would understand me from a different perspective. If I do find my other half, I will definitely love her unconditionally. That's how I am. It's all or nothing.
Quote of the day: Girls are like parking spaces. All the good ones are taken.
Stressful Work
The stress from work is just overwhelm. Just a few days ago, I dreamed about work in a very bad way. I think my job is really getting into me especially when my boss's boss and my own boss is retiring very soon. I knew that I have to leave work at work logically. However, it's harder in a mentally way. I know that I need to find a way to relax and enjoy life. This is one of those things that people say "it's easier said than done". The longer I push this to, the worst it's going to get. I can't sleep well these days even wearing ear plugs. At this very moment, I felt that I really need to think about my so call career future.
Quote of the day: Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.
Quote of the day: Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.
2013 = Bad Luck or Bad Year?
It's only the first month in 2013 and it suppose to be relaxing. It has been pretty chaotic. In the past several weeks, life have been going nowhere but downward. Just to name a few: From car accident to heatless nights to spending time in the ER and it goes on...today, I just heard another bad news. I am starting to think that 2013 is worst than 2012. I hate my job to the point that I drag myself to go everyday. Worst part is that one of the co-worker will be gone for a month...it will become another chaos. I been applying other jobs within the agency. With all these things happening one after another, I perform pretty bad in my last interview. I just hope life isn't going to be worst from this point forward.
Quote of the day: Life is a shit sandwich. But if you’ve got enough bread, you don’t taste the shit.
Quote of the day: Life is a shit sandwich. But if you’ve got enough bread, you don’t taste the shit.
New Year = New Hope?
Will 2013 bring me new hope? I really hope so. I guess that's my way to try being more positive in 2013. So far 2013 isn't too bad. It's still too early to say. Hope 2013 will bring you endless luck, joy, and love!
Quote of the day: Year's end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us.
Quote of the day: Year's end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us.
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