Few days ago, I almost wanted to swear at my boss and say I freaking quit and slam her door. Of course, I kept all inside of myself. The thought of it make me more and more clear of what I don't want. With my health taking a toll on this in a serious way, I officially submitted a transfer. Hopfully the consequence of it would not be retaliation. I mean work has been pretty miserable in the past month. I am not sure how long I can keep myself calm. Sooner or later, I will explode and it ain't pretty at all. I been asking myself "what did I accomplish at work in the past 8 years?". My mind draws a blank. However, I do know one thing for sure. I do not want to work there in the next 8 years of my life.
Quote of the day: Three things you cannot recover in life; the WORD after it’s said, the MOMENT after it’s missed and the TIME after it’s gone. Be Careful!
Is this all?
The more I think, the more I am lost. I mean I finished high school with high grades as I promised one of my elementary teacher back then. Then, I finished undergradute and begin my master. At this point, I am not sure what I am looking for. I ask myself if this is all I been waiting for? Degree after degree? Is this all? It seems like either I am in stressful classes or at a depressing job or both. I am good at what I do for work but it's also because of that, I get thrown with massive workload. I guess they getting more bang for the buck from me.
I know I should enjoy life but it's one of those things. Easy to say but very hard to do. I've been trying pretty hard to relax myself and enjoy life. Sometimes I wish I can go back in time and change my history. Maybe life will be a lot more enjoyable if my darkness moment in life never happened. I guess I should be like that old saying says "let the past be the past". How will my future be? I really have no clue. I just got to have hope. With the advance of technology, maybe one day, I can overcome the obstacles I have today.
Quote of the day: The pain you feel today is the strength you feel tomorrow. For every challenge encountered there is opportunity for growth.
I know I should enjoy life but it's one of those things. Easy to say but very hard to do. I've been trying pretty hard to relax myself and enjoy life. Sometimes I wish I can go back in time and change my history. Maybe life will be a lot more enjoyable if my darkness moment in life never happened. I guess I should be like that old saying says "let the past be the past". How will my future be? I really have no clue. I just got to have hope. With the advance of technology, maybe one day, I can overcome the obstacles I have today.
Quote of the day: The pain you feel today is the strength you feel tomorrow. For every challenge encountered there is opportunity for growth.
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