Obstacle courses?

I am too tire. it seems like endless obstacle courses like a survival game. I struggled and continue to struggle from day to day. Physically, I work myself to the limit. Hoping things will be better soon and keep this hope up. Emotionally, I am not sure what happiness is and if it ever existed. Life seems to be a constant gray picture for me. Maybe I wouldn't be around to see the brighter side of things or maybe things will be become better soon. Until that day comes, I will try my best to be positive and bring joy to the people I care for. I truly hope all of you have a holiday filled with joy, love, warmth and more importantly; health.

Quote of the day: What doesn't kill you, will only make you way more miserable than before.