Keep Smiling?

I am really trying my best to keep smiling because I really want to bring positive energy to the people around me. I know I need to stay away from any negative thoughts. When I am busy with everything, my mind doesn't have the extra time to think. But I can feel the sadness deep inside me. There are a lot behind my smile. Enough to haunt others away. I really don't know where to begin. I don't want to be someone's baggage or drag them down at all. Maybe that's why I am still single. Is my heart really glued back yet for another stab? Will that special someone accept whom I really am? 🤔 Moreover, does that special someone even existed? 🤷🏻‍♂️

Quote of the day:
 It's not always the tears that shows the sadness. Sometimes it's the smile.