Life have been pretty crazy with work and everything else. At the mist of everything, the loneliness lies within. While everyone else I know spent their holidays with their love ones, I am in a dark, cold house by myself. It's scary to hope that I can find someone for Christmas cause that was my goal in 2023 and I failed horribly. My desire of physical touches from mutual attraction are stronger than ever. I really want to find the one and do simple things like hugs and cuddles on these cold lonely night. I am not sure if there's any hope out there for me.... 🤷🏻♂️ I just keep smiling to hide my loneliness and sadness within.👀
Quote of the day: It's not always the tears that shows the sadness. Sometimes it's the smile.