Recap of my life...

It's been a long time since my last post. This is due to too much shit happened and I don't know where to begin. I don't see my future in my current job at all. Basically, I am a slave worker with unlimited workload and boss doesn't get a damn...She finally got her acts togather and start hiring new staffs but those candidates aren't promising. I am gratefull to have a job but it's very depressing each day when I am there. I have been applying other jobs. Hope I can get a better job. As for my family, it's too many headaches to even think of the countless rising problems, which are better off keep it all to myself. Health is another problem I need to really keep a close eye on it. It seems everything is falling apart in my life. It seems all my friends are either sucessful in life or at least accomplished various goals in life. I am the only one stuck in a hole with an unforeseeable future...maybe it's a good thing if the world does end on 12-21-2012.

Quote of the day: Life is like an onion; you peel off layer after layer and then you find there is nothing in it.

Why?

"Why?" is the extact question I asked myself 8 years ago. The difference between then and now is that I can't do much about it now. Back then, after I heard the shocking result, it took me a long time to digest and educate myself about it. Then, I follow what they instructed me to do. As long as it is under control, it wouldn't affect me.

This time they told me another shocking result, which they stated it's for informational purpose only. It wouldn't affect me now but it will in the future. At that moment, I was like "are you kidding me? is it something that will go away?"...After a lengthy explanation, it finally boils down to the fact that I have to suck it up. I felt the helplessness at the time and I was very upset afterward but life still have to go on. It seems history repeats itself. The only thing I can do now is to understand and embrace it. I been forcing myself to look at the bright side of it.

Quote of the day: You slam the bottom and either walk away or suck it up and get through it.

Everything have two sides...

We all should look at things in more than one angle. Sometimes it's ourselves, whom makes us close minded. Things can be totally different if we look at it from a different prespective. Even myself have more than one side. We all have a side that it's off limit to others. No matter how bad things are, it will pass and change. Just hang on it. Never give up without trying. When you feel that you are about to quit, think of the people in third world countries. You will realize how much better you are than them.

Quote of the day: Things will happen in your life that you can't stop, but that's no reason to shut out the world. There's a purpose for the good and for the bad.

Health vs Wealth

Health is one thing that is more important than wealth. It should always be above wealth! It's also one of the things we all take it for granted. When you lost it, then you know you should've cherish it. You may have looked at wealth as the single most significant thing in today's high living standard. What good does it do when you're wealthy without good health? I wish all of you good health and remember that wealth is not the only things that matters!

Quote of the day: It is health that is real wealth and not pieces of gold and silver.

Helplessness

Helplessness is a feeling I hate the most. It is also one of the driving force for me to help others when needed. Unfortunately, this feeling reappears on me from time to time...I guess we all have our own problems in life. Coincidentally, I kept myself pretty busy to let it all quietly slip behind my mind. I know it's a matter of time when I need to face it. Don't we all wish our problems suddenly disappear when we wake up on the next morning. Reality is cruel.

Quote of the day: When all doors are closed, there's always a window open.