"Why?" is the extact question I asked myself 8 years ago. The difference between then and now is that I can't do much about it now. Back then, after I heard the shocking result, it took me a long time to digest and educate myself about it. Then, I follow what they instructed me to do. As long as it is under control, it wouldn't affect me.
This time they told me another shocking result, which they stated it's for informational purpose only. It wouldn't affect me now but it will in the future. At that moment, I was like "are you kidding me? is it something that will go away?"...After a lengthy explanation, it finally boils down to the fact that I have to suck it up. I felt the helplessness at the time and I was very upset afterward but life still have to go on. It seems history repeats itself. The only thing I can do now is to understand and embrace it. I been forcing myself to look at the bright side of it.
Quote of the day: You slam the bottom and either walk away or suck it up and get through it.
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