Suddenly, I felt a bit lost in this very moment. Everyone that I know seems to be busy with their life. I am the only one whom isn't sure what to do and where I will be in 10 years from now. I don't dare to think that far ahead simply because no one know what will happen tomorrow. Maybe I get hit by a bus while I bike to work and that's it. To think of it that way, it's actually okay. People probably wouldn't notice of my non-existence until they needed my help. The only people would notice will be my family. I mean we all are heading that way. It's just a matter of time.
I know I should be more positive. Sometimes my mind is out of control and keep on wondering. It's becuase of that, I had sleepless nights. Too much to think about. I am not sure what I did in the past 10 years. I felt I kinda wasted my time. Did I accomplish anything? Am I happier than before? All I can say is that reality is a bitch. I guess I should look on the brighter side. I am still alive each day. I had a few close calls in the last 10 years. Not sure where I will 10 years from now but I will definitely start planning ahead in a realistic way.
Quote of the day: Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.
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