At the end of the day, what's the most important to you?

At the end of the day, what's the most important to you? That's the question I been asking myself lately. Is it happiness? If it is, I don't feel happy at all. Even though I may not be happy, I am trying my best to bring happiness to others.

I knew something is up but I have been putting aside for awhile. I guess I am avoiding it and hoping it's just nothing. As the time goes by, it kept reminding me. Maybe I am just too scare/worry to find out what's up. Will the fact really haunt me? I don't want to think about it at this very moment. Whatever it is, let it be. There isn't much I can do about it anyway.

In the past few years, I understanded a very important fact. Life and death is closer then one can expect. In a blink of an eye, there maybe not more tomorrow. Maybe that's why I kept this blog up and running. I want to use this blog to remind myself in 10, 20, 30 years later that what I felt and been through. May all of you cherish life.

Quote of the day: Look for something positive about this moment.  Even if you have to look a little harder than usual, it still exists.